Dont forget about us!</3

Ever felt like you just want to die, literally slit your wrist and die.
I have. and it sucks.
Who do i have to run to?
No one.
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You really hurt me this time. You fucked me up soo bad. How does that feel? To know, that you tore my heart out...broke it into a million little pieces and left it for dead!! It hurts...Really bad! More then you could ever know...And this time, I don't want to take you back, because; it would kill me, the doubting the stress would KILL ME, i can't take you back, because it would kill me...and i wouldn't because i'm a good friend. I'm a loving person,that you took advantage of, that you took for granted, and if you can't find it in your heart to love me, then why should i try as hard as i do, or as hard as i've been. It was just never enough for you? Ever! I gave you my heart, my soul, and half my lung! And that just didn't come close to your expectations.. Apparently, they were too high for me, and whoever can reach them...GOOD LUCK! I would like to shake their hand, cause' i did it all... I tried like hell, and in the end...I was left with a broken heart, tears streaming down my face, and a few friends wipeing the tears telling me "I can do better!" "We're here for you no matter what!" Do you ever wonder...where we would be right now if you didn't break up with me in the first place, i have, and i still do. But to you...it was a game, a game you were winning at, and then i snuck up and out ran your longest yard and beat you! Because I always win! You cannot defeat me at the game of life. But you know what, although i won, i lost too. I lost the one i love, the one i would give anything up for, and the one i thought i was suppose to be with for the rest of my life. I lost my bestfriend (you), i lost my partner in crime, and MOST OF ALL i lost my heart. Whenever your done with it, would you mind giving it back? It hurts to say good-bye, but sometimes its for the best. You mean alot to me...Because when i said "I Love You" I meant it, in every act and being of those words. And because of that i'm here to say...Good-Bye; for the last time...I hold back my tears because its weakness in your eyes...
Actions Speak MUCH LOUDER then words...

</3IloveYou</3 <--there just words...I meant it, did you? </3 help me ! </3